RazzIce

In the Middle of a Storm and In the Arms of Stability...She Is Feet planted firmly in her own being she stands demanding the truth that isn't just owed to her but is promised to her from the mouths of fools. The tug o' war she cannot tolerate anymore. She will give what is asked of her and so much more if your lucky enough to capture that hint of passion bundled up in the palm of her secret cave. What you know of her doesn't begin to explain what you do not know of her. Her past is just that...her past. The rope is around your neck not hers. The notes of a song seep from her pores spilling onto anyone who gets close enough to understand the

Minus Heart Give me your lips again I thirst for passion Touch me there again I wish for pleasure Tell me that again I need reassurance Swallow over and over again Thrust until I say stop Bend me as if I can't be broken Love me with your whole body Don't ask me if I am ok Don't ask me to smile Don't ask me if it was good Don't ask me why I stare at nothing Just keep going Exhaust my body so maybe my mind will follow Pull every last breath out of me Distract me as long as you want Just don't ask for anything else This body is all I can give you This is all I have left to give I can't trust any of you with anything else ever

Over Flow Watching that knife sit there on the counter.... See how smooth the edges are Just one prick while stiching pants and let it go Squeeze me until it stops hurting Put me in a box and don't open until Christmas Suffocate this feeling out of me so i can stand again Dont offer me silly words that only sugar coat me for a few minutes Hold my hand until its blue Swallow me whole so i can be inside of you Sitting on the outside looking in just won't do Breathe your life into me once again Give me my wings back Stich them into place again please Tell me why the simple things are too complicated for my life Give me something t

Sleep Now You have hung me up and set me on fire Continue on your way as i struggle and fight Sorry you are not invited to the funeral You do not get to see the final resting place Why not? Why can't you spit on my grave? Because i did not die You walked away and missed the supposide demise Consumed in my own distate for such space as yourself But i must thank you for what you did...the hate you disspelled on me It was time for my death in your world Time for it all to end No longer will you hear my name whispered near your being No longer will you stress over my exsistance Because threw your eyes clouded with disgust and bitte

Extra Virgin She dances around blowing bubbles with a frown Trying to save the world with too many sorrys and not enough honesty Giving into the wrong man with the wrong motives so she feels wanted Feeling joy when they actually leave because then it's not her fault Once wrapped up in a blanket of darkness and pain Her wings begin to unravel letting the pain finally drip off Bubbles lighting her eyes and announce the new life within She drifts outside with a new hope and a bigger heart, that is still guarded No one can take her down again The darkness doesn't scare but magnifies her true soul There is no need for affirmation from o

Feel Again Come down from you mighty throne oh powerful one Your words echoing over us have become null and void Do you not see the serenity and peace we were having? The joy we shared before your clouds hovered around has faded from grace Come down from your mighty throne oh brooding one See how we revel in life's simple pleasures Be not ignorant and unhealthy with anger Cast away your shadows and doubts, trust in your inner mind once again Come down from your mighty throne oh knowledgable one For you must realize you do not hold the world in tight grip of your hand There is more to you than you dare to show, yet you do not show

She Let Herself Cry She opened it looking for the joke She thought it would be so simple to brush it off She ignored the others and was able to go on her little way But now...here she was searching for the words to say how empty she felt inside How the deadly silence was killing her She wanted to reach out to him but didn't know how She made the choice and is finally letting herself feel it and not just think about it She is feeling it...searching so deep and wanting so much and becoming more lost in the glorious fog that is love Love for a being never experienced outside of her mind She shed a few tears and laughed them away.

The Disappearance What do you do when the one you want to talk too, doesn't want to talk to you? For when you have kicked them too often they learn to block. So how does one heal self inflicted wounds? There is a hole in this heart that can only be filled by you. For no matter how protective one tries to be, it is never enough. Wishing for something never gets it done. Wanting something can lead to disappointment. So what does one do when the voice you yern to hear no longer speaks? One can only stand so much before scrapping everything. Is it all just one misunderstanding? Can it really just be left in the past? If it is to be l

Ceiling Spins 12/14/2007 Laying on back weak and fragile Wrists facing clouds, swollen with red Lips dry and puckered Breathe shallow while heart pushes threw chest Thighs quivering, aching with every breath Rolling over to meet eyes wishing for rescue Searching skin drenched with pain Pulling at sheets twisted on limbs Careful...don't lose the innocence lost Remember this moment as if it were the last Kisses fade with tears Dreams drown in a tub of red water Hands numb from holding tightly loves lost Voice silenced by pessimism Eyes catching a glimpse of his dark coat creeping around the corner This disease washes past with